Thursday, July 13, 2006
yup... nothing but stressful life for a nursing student! All we have to think about are exams, duties, projects, and requirements..everyday! Gosh..I still can't even visualize myself as a nurse in the future! i'm on my 4th year..and i'm going to graduate this March..if EVER im going to graduate..huhuhu... After graduation, what's next? more EXAMS..the board exam..NCLEX...CG...and other exams for me to work..and i'm sooo pressured by these! Know why? My family really thinks that i'm going to work hard as a nurse..send them cash..and make them rich...GAWD.. My life is totally planned out now huh..Can't I even make my own plans anymore? I do have plans..but I'm not even sure if they would agree with my plans... I want to travel..see places before I'll work..I wanna have a vacation for crying out loud! I want peace and tranquility...Could that be possible? It could be..or not... I still don't know...no one knows... "The future is indeed uncertain." CRAP... There's not a single day that I wouldn't hear "words of encouragement and hope" Like, "You'll be our future nurse! YOu'll be working in abroad! YOu'll become rich!!" WOW..It's not like I don't have any dreams and ambitions in life...I DO! But I want to take things slowly...steadily...I'm not sure what I really want anymore since they keep on deciding for me... Do they know how I feel? THEy must...THey should..It's making me unhappy...It's like everyday I sit in the classroom trying to focus on the lectures but I can hear myself ask, "What am I doing here? Why am I here? Why Nursing?!" I guess I cant really know the reason why can I...
I can still remember the days before I entered college...I really wanted to take up some COmputer-related course...Something that I'm familiar with! But who cared what I wanted... They wnted my to take up NURSING... I remembered I kept on crying because I was really having a hard time coping up with my course and the pressure..I'm still lost..still praying for strength to go on with this...
I know I shouldn't feel like this because it's too late to back out now...I have no more choice...I should go on with this..whether I like it, or not...
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